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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
" ; Tuesday, August 29, 2006 "

29'08'06
is everyone will try their best to go back to their primary school to visit their tchrs..?
i will be gng..hah...quite excited to c them again ...lol...
haha...
....=)
have u guys tot of ending ur own life sometimes...??
haha...sry for asking....if i ask the wrng qn
hah...
i have tot of that...
i was thinkin if a person died...although onli suffering for that few mins pain...
bt lata...u will be release....
coz no more studies ...no more troubles...no more feelings...no more pain..
ya..thats wad i tot in primary school and sec one...
sometimes when i encounter difficulties...
i jus feel like endin my life...
coz ther is nth memorable for mi to live on....
jus tinkin why mus god send us down on earth when being a human is so hard...
being a human...u hav pain....
u have feelings....
u have troubles...
u need to do things u dun like to survive....
so....if wad if i dun wan to live...i woldnt have this stewpid things to frustrate on....
bt now....thinkin back...all these tots were childish n immature....
i did commit suicide before...
jus becoz of my god bro...we quarell like hell....
and i decided to end my life by crossin the heavy traffic road...w/o looking...
silly??
i noe...bt was under unconsciously...haha....
now i knew sth...no matter how bad ur life is ...
u still hav to carry on...coz is a test from god....
if u pass it...u wont need to dng it again the next time....
endin ur life may bring to lots of pple feelin down for u....
so...i still think being alive is the greatest thing on earth...
coz we r much more luckier than those who are unfortunate....
since those unfortunate pple still hav their strong decision on livin...
so why are we pple who live gd n better here wanted to end our life....
rite???
haha
so nv try to kill ourself...is the worst thing and stewpidest thing to do on earth....
live on n explore more things....
they are still waitin for u to find them....and dissapoint them...
haa...lol...quite a lame post....
-------------hang u------------



About Me

I Came to Earth on
24 Nov 1991

I ♥ MAO XIAN™!!
•>______<•
Friendster I Love to be who i am...
I Love Lolita and gothic..
I Love to be crazy..
I Love to SHOPPIN!!♥♥
I Love take photos...♥♥♥
I Love MAO XIAN!!♥
I Detest backstabber..
I Detest anti-mao xian..
I Detest SMOKERS
I Detest people who don't cherish themselves..



WhHAT I LIVED FOR:
My Great name given by my parents is "Hang U"

And, i truly loved the name given to me...
My life revolves with my group of cliques named MAO XIAN...
Being the leader of the group...i feel proud to have these 6 other members in my group...
They are: Elaine, Pauline, Qiao Xin, Hui yee, Peggy and last but not least...Jia yan.
They are true friends that accompanied me through all my difficult times...
Life without them...Will be disaster..haha..=)

And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08

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Important Dates:
peggy02jan
Shealie06 jan
ming min09jan
how chwen11jan
qiao xin21jan
dinah27feb
Jia yi14Mar
Gavin3April
pauline09july
jia yan18july
elena10sep
Aki13sep
hui yee15oct
elaine21oct
Wen wen07aug
chi kai24aug
chi wai24aug
Pamela21sep
Hui jia2 Oct
Meng Yang29Oct
NuerJia yi17nov
Hang U24nov
hong hao17dec
Loretta21dec



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