Just Hang U's Diary...

Friday, September 26, 2008

" ; Friday, September 26, 2008 "

Some pictures didnt manage to post ...
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After sooo long..
HERE are they!^^v
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I miss her

My dearest nuers

During One of the Chemisty tuition...

Boon Heng and his "Guard feeling" friends doing something just so disgusting

GUESS wad it is?

They are picking up all the bugs..(ants that can fly) into this cup of water...
And literally killing them...or rather...tormenting them to death...

Here is the outcome?

gross enough to kill ur appetite for today's dinner?

HAHA

HERE is our GAY partners!!!!

they have a three months baby already...
Don't doubt...
they love each other very much!

My dearest cousin had finally left!
that's my mom beside him!=)

sweets my real mom bought from Japan!

It's really nice...
So sad...cant share with u all...^^

My art preparation work

And yesterday...i just sent my art piece to submission...
I am gonna to miss it sooooo much....

awww....

see you next month!!T^T

A picture grabbed from Junny....
trip to East Coast...Tcher's day celebration

my prelims art P2...hahaa...i simply screwed it up..
got only 68...=)

AND

Last but not least...

I BOUGHT A NEW EARPIECE!~~

Aint it just so beautiful?it's in cubic shape with pink colour coating

Loves!

me and my dummy big spect!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

" ; Wednesday, September 24, 2008 "

60 things gals do not know about guys

60 things most girls dont know
Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not 'popular' if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

--'Hey, are you busy?' or 'Are you doing something?' ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.

--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys will brag about anything.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

--We don't like girls who are too skinny.

--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

CREDITS TO AH JING^^

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

" ; Tuesday, September 23, 2008 "

Hey readers...

Thanks for all of your utmost care...

I am alright now...

It was just a little obstacle i faced...

I still believe in Love...

Which i never thought of giving up...

Everyone deserves a second chance...

And....

I am opening my heart once more...

This round...

If it breaks again...

I guess...

Is time for my to close doors to Love..

Just one doubt: Do guys know what to do to pay back when he made the girl angry or upset?

Sunday, September 21, 2008

" ; Sunday, September 21, 2008 "

L.O.V.E

if you search it in dictionary...
it should mean something like this:
"Love represents a range of emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states."

So...what does Love really means?
I find Love being a big word to me now...
If it is so easily defined by dictionary...
Why would i still be staring at the word over and over again...
Still bewildered and uncertain the real meaning of Love?
If that is the meaning of Love...
Why do many people still blindly falling in Love, where by, Love is just a range of emotions?

What's so great about Love...?
What's so powerful about Love...?

Does a promise of Loving you forever, means a real forever?
What if the promise broke?
What's the price behind it?
Or nowadays people are gradually moving on when promises are broke...?

In a relationship...
there were times that are good and bad?
If so...
when it's bad..Do people just forget everything that is good?
And
when it's good...Do people just forget everything that WAS bad?

Is that how Love goes about?
I pondered...
I wondered...

So Love...
Don't Love just have formula?
I prefer learning through steps and graphs?

Why wouldn't a guy slowed down and pace with u simultaneously?
Why wouldn't a guy just think before he does anything, taking your feelings into serious consideration?
Why did god just made women having to be more emotional?
Why did women's heart just ache whenever she tries to forgive the guys?
Why cant the guy just play more smart, learning that it will hurt someone so deeply, then what for commit it?
For all the WHYs...
How come...
i still don't get any answers?

Does guy's dignity really that important?
Love doesn't worth a guy placing their utmost important pride in second and putting Love in the first place? Does having "face" is more significant than losing your girl?
You will be surprised there are guys out there, thinks that losing a girl is worth keeping his pride and dignity...

How does it feel like when you got stabbed thousand of times
and got a sincerely apology...

What are you supposed to response with that broken heart?
Are you supposed to glued back all the pieces..
and pretend nothing had happened?
And just let your vulnerable heart shattered again?
Or is it time to just let it the last time your heart gonna to take?

Why is it so many questions in my head?
Why is it no answers to all that?

Does this goes same to every single couples?
Does forgiveness is just a granting of another chance of letting your partner hurting u once more?

I had never know Love can kills one's appetite of the day..

i am freaking not hungry!
Great...i can slim down!^^

" ; Sunday, September 21, 2008 "

NO POST FOR TODAY

seriously...
i don't know what to say...
it had struck me enough to break down the whole night..
i had never thought that one can be just so heart broken because she was not trusted...

i risked my bond with my family...
just to be with u....
And....
Ain't that showed how much i love you?
Ain't you suppose to be grateful and satisfied?
Ain't you supposed to take my feelings into considerations?
Ain't you just show some respect?
Can't you just pampered me?
Can't you just stop being so sensitive?
Can't you just stop being so stingy?
Why ?
I just don't get it...?
i gave up lots of things to be with u....
and almost gave u everything u need?
Why?
Just why?
u still couldn't trust me?

Ain't trust is the most important component?

Trust.....

it's heartbreaking enough...

Trust...

why do i venerate it?

WORDS MEANT NOTHING WHEN IT'S TRANSPARENT...
BUT...
WHEN YOU UNDERSTAND THEM....
IT HURTS HELL LOT

And four months turned out to be such a calamity
When my effort and hard work were not acknowledge...
And for the four months....
i did not gain any trust...
And for the past four months....
i had been giving in so many, but how come no one is appreciating?
And that four months
is all that's enough to break my heart...
These four months.......
I am proved to be a girl who gave no secure....

Woah....
i am so judged..

I don't need a cure ....
All that i need...
Is just a big bandage to fasten my broken pieces back...

I need time....
I need to breathe....
I need to heal....

i wondered how many more times...
my heart can restand the pain again and again?
Will forgive and forget just faded the pain off?

Friday, September 19, 2008

" ; Friday, September 19, 2008 "

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

" ; Wednesday, September 17, 2008 "

17 Sep 2008

Prelims is going to be over within the next 24 hours...
Oh my god...
Ain't that relieving and stressful at the same time?

O Level is coming round the corner...?
Less than a month...
I am going to sit for my secondary school major examination?
This is like so hilarious or rather ridiculous?
I had already spent THREE going to Four years in secondary school?
And, the thing is i don't realize the time flying pass....
haha....

I think i got to brush up on my English...
I simply think my English cannot make it...
I am running out of vocabulary...
And i hates it when i cannot find another word to replace another...
So, guess i will have to start finding my way back into the story book...
And , may be begin to give in my best shot for O Level....
Hopefully, i can get at least a B for my English and May be an A for my humans...
^^

Hey guys...
just tell you all something...
I'm really happy now...
As in with my life...
With my Dummy...
Every Little Things counts...
And, i can see that there's a change...
I feel it...^^
Thanks for being there for me whenever i need it...
Seriously....
I'm just....
hees....

Grateful to have u

Saturday, September 13, 2008

" ; Saturday, September 13, 2008 "