Just Hang U's Diary...

Saturday, November 25, 2006

" ; Saturday, November 25, 2006 "

HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO HANG U!!!!!!!!!!!!<3

24''11''06[[15'S BURTHDAE]]

THE BURTHDAE CAKE!!(=

THE BURTHDAE GURL!!!(=

THE BURTHDAE GURL AND HER CAKE!!(=

THE BURTHDAE GURL!!!AND HER NEW CLOTHES<3>

todae is my burthdae...
and todae is the veri 2nd time i spent my burthdae wif my parents...

ahha...

is quite joyful...although is simple...

to mi...

dun find burthdae any big deal...

but a dae to mark ur mom's painness and all her soul & heart to raise us...

haha..

but i found it so lively is bcoz...

my frns all rmb to tag mi...rmb to write testimonial...

rmb to send mii a short msg in msn...

i mean...i m so happi that...

i gain alot of frns this year...

if it is not my auntie...

who always keep tellin mii what to do and what shldnt..
i tink i wont improve my attitude..
and continue my bad and bossy temper..
i admitt my character is veri proud and sometimes veri mean..
ahha....but after many encounters...
i tried to change myself..
and havin all these frns ...
is all my success..products...
so...happi that i hav more frns supporting mii...
i didnt regrett stayin wif all my frns...
and oso settin up this blog....

realli grateful to all the frn who hav been supporting mii....

so touched...haha...thank you so much...

if it was not u all....i think i wont hav a chance to improve...

haha...(=

LOVE YOU ALL ALWAYS....

THANK YOU..!!!!

ARIGATO!!!<3

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

" ; Wednesday, November 22, 2006 "

my brother and mii

Gothic clothes i bought...one of the skirt made by mii...(=

22'11'06

TWO more daes to my BURTHDAE!!!

haha...didnt noe is my burthdae till someone in sec one reminded mii....

argh finalii 15....long waited fifthteen...

ahha...

these few daes...

i was realli busy with work...

working as an assitance in my mom's skl....

then at saturdae...is for yoga...

then almost 3 daes in a wk mus go for make up course...

fun..!!!

haha....

now afternoon mus spent time dng hw...

hope i can finish them..keep delaying...aahhah...

ystrdae i watch a series of drama...

<<一公升眼淚>>

is a japanese real life story...

the story is about a girl aged 15...

same as mii in her year...

she was sadly invaded by a disease which cannot be cured...

she will eventualli can move by herself....

cannot eat by herslf....

cannot talk probably...

cannot do things by herself...

is all becoz the nerves in the small brain that doesnt work gd...

she didnt gave up herself....

but the first time she knew her illness...

she asked the doctor:"WHY is it mi?"

she was a veri understandin and clever gurl....

she cherish her life after that...

she wrote diary everidae...

and eventualli she went into a retarded skl...

and she wrote poem with all her strength she had...

by that time...she cannot even write probably....

she was realli thoughtful....

although she was retarded,she wanted to do a job to help others...

and at last....her diary was published as a book...

and millions of pple of the same illness was encouraged by her strong determination...

millions of patient wrote to thank her...

but at last...she still cannot resist the evil bacteria...

she actualli asked whether she can get marry...

that part was realli heart pain man...

is like in a woman life...the greatest thing is to get marry and gice birth...

but she couldnt...she gave up her bf too...

but the bf still ove her...and of coz she does...

but she knew that she will make him more& more depress...

so she consider him havin his life his future and not her...

haix...a true and realistic story which ends wif her...

dying peacefulli and donating her body to hospital...

and millions of pple went up hill where her grave stone was...

and sent her a flower each..thanking her....

wonderful story...

but dun think is onli a story....

is real....

i bought her book too....

i read it...

same sadness surrounded my heart...

learn a lot of things frm there...

haha...

must watch...!!!haha(=

Thursday, November 16, 2006

" ; Thursday, November 16, 2006 "

16'11'06
IN MACAU for the past 5 daes...
ahha...
i took a three and a half hour flight....and landed on my homeland...
the first step i took on this beautiful land...i can onli feel the breeze running tru my spine...
IS COLD!!!!
but can feel the warmth of home finally...
haha...
for the first few daes...
i woke up after lunch and slept after midnight....
that was realli cool and exciting...
bcoz there were too much video for mii to watch and things to do...
haha....sadly...
my mom selfishly didnt allow mii to buy a lot of things...
but in the end...i sneak out and bought some...
but actualli..the money i had...is not much ....
or rather enuf to buy everithing i wan....
haix....hope the parttime job will get mii more $$...(=
hah...my grandma left mi a BROTHER sewing machine
mii and my papa spent a nite figuring out why it doesnt work...
and lastly...we manage to make it run...
but disapointingly....is not realli gd...
ahha...then todae...
i went to some cheap shop and bought some cloth...
and i make my gothic skirt...
FOR THE FIRST TYM !!!!
i knew goth and lolitta's clothes r expansive...
so i decided to make it myself....
haha..
i spent 5 bucks (macau$$)= $100 singapores'
haha
on all the lolita's things...
and i m predicting that i will spend more later...ahah
i bought a new pair of goth shoe of $70 sth....
a new set of goth dress....$80 sth
a new goth shoppin bag and skl bag...of $70 plus....
guys..thats alot of cash man...
feel a bit heart pain but worth to my collection..ahha..
i will take some pictures and show u guy when i have time to put on my full make up
haha..it will be gorgeous...believe mii...
and now comes the trouble when i reached here,...
i was havin a mission by my aunt...
to settle my mom and my dad quarelling...
and now i felt as if...
i hav the strong decision but not the strength...
u noe wad....i cannot even stand my mom selfishness...
and sher irritatin naggy voice...
and some more her unreasonable orders...
and things that she wouldnt understand...
she tot she will do it....
all my words cant get into her damn lame ears...
and she tot she is always the correct one..
she didnt wan to listen to mii...
as probably..i m the one which she dislike more..
ahah...what on hell man...
ah....i realli wan to match and sow them back...
but it seem so hard...haix...
i tok to my dad...and he seems better...
but my mom....haix....onli noe how to hurt my dad...
WIF WORDS....
which mii and my dad doesnt like it...
i realli cant stand anymore...
haix...i felt so sorri for god..as i haven beeen prayin to him when i reach here..
i promise to do it tonite...
ahha...(=
i hope things will get better?..
let's hope so....
ahha....

-------HaNgU---------

Sunday, November 05, 2006

" ; Sunday, November 05, 2006 "

05'11'06
haha...
Hang U is bAck here to blog..!!
haha....long time never update...feel a bit gulity over it....
sorry to let my blog rot...
haha....
i have been rotting at home since holiday started..
but luckily...ther were korean drama series ther to accompany mi...
haha....these few wks...i gain my aunt's trust alot....
GOoD nEw...hahha...i mean she now treat mii better....
haha...there were so stewpid squabbling b/w my parents...
my aunt told mi...they even tot of divorcing....
haix...my mom drove crazily..and trying to kill my dad...
both were so stubborn...
haix...i cannot do anyting..but jus to hint them to live on...
my mom is at the age of depression?
haha...she said she dun haf any children...
meaning that we are oversea when we are small...
and she said that she does not hav any husband...
meaning that she accuse my papa havin other women..
which is so impossible...
but my mom is a kind of person who likes romantic....
but sadly...my dad doesnt noe how to make those atmosphere...
ahha...now leading to quarelling eveidae...
haix....hope it will get better when i goes back...
my aunt told mi all these things..but i cannot let them noe i knew it..
so the best thing i can do is to hint and courage...
haix....ADULTS....troublesome children...
haha....todae...jus heard from my auntie...
my chinese tuition tchr's sis jus died...
ystrdae she rushed to airport and went back to china....
so poor thing...haix...so u c...
she didnt even saw her sis last tym...
and my parents doesnt noe how to cherish...still ther fightin over small things...
haix...hope they will realize their stewpiness earlier....
haha..\(",)/

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these few daes...i was packing my lungage...
and i jus found an exercise book....
is for usha class....is for writin those english words...
flipping through it...
saw a few pages...HE helped mi wrote all...
haha...lol...kinda feeling so depress over it...
haix...why did things jus came out liddis...
so unexpected...was now in a difficult situation...
thinkin whether to send HIM a msg after psl camp....
so we wont be too embarass when meet each other...
but on the other hand...i thought...
i have deleted his contact number...and everithing...
so it means i mus forget...
but now wan to send a msg...?
haix...confusing...!!!!argh!!
haha...nvm..suan le...
friends? give some advise??