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Thursday, August 10, 2006
" ; Thursday, August 10, 2006 "

PArT#2
haix...
after june holidays...
he sort of ignore me....
i was very very sad...
then...
i tried my best to retrieve this friendship...
but it was useless...
T^T
i was very regret that i treat him that way in the past...
but regretting was no use...
we cant go back to what we are last time....
There was a SYF opening ceremony which our class need to attend...
it was located in the kallang stadium...
in between...
i told my friend who like him before about how i felt for him...
that time i was very confuse...
coz my gan ke say he wan patch back...
and i have lots lots things to think...
then ...
on the way home...in the bus...
i was exhausted...my mind was complicated....
then i kept veri quiet...thinking ....
when i alighted....
one of his friends
who always disturb mi....
he walked in front of mi...
and trying to stop and walk to block my way....
i was frustrated as i was talking on phone with my aunt...[which i hate alot]
then i scold him some cantonese vulgur[which now i change and swear i wont say vulgar anymore]
he actually tell mi ''Ten go fu*k him la...''
omg...
that struck me hard...
it was really painful...
damn shitty hurtful...
i just walk off...
and the worst thing was that i went home alone
and i cried....
i was really shock ...
may be because he never say those things to me before??
haix...
from that day...
unknowning...
i jus fall for him...
can i call this accidentally in love??
haha...lol...
my feelings are strange...
the god is playing with me...
for many things...
we were put together...
like group projects...
like sitting arrangement...
it was getting more hurting when he actually ignore me...
haix...
then people around was saying more and more things to confuse me....
so...
on 23'07'06 night...
i decided that i will stop liking him and start over a new life without him in my heart....
bUt...
i went jus all wrong...
i am that kind of person who cant keep things in my heart...
i just want to say them out n make things clear....
then i asked my councilor for advice...
and she said i shld just tell...






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I Came to Earth on
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I ♥ MAO XIAN™!!
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Friendster I Love to be who i am...
I Love Lolita and gothic..
I Love to be crazy..
I Love to SHOPPIN!!♥♥
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I Detest SMOKERS
I Detest people who don't cherish themselves..



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My Great name given by my parents is "Hang U"

And, i truly loved the name given to me...
My life revolves with my group of cliques named MAO XIAN...
Being the leader of the group...i feel proud to have these 6 other members in my group...
They are: Elaine, Pauline, Qiao Xin, Hui yee, Peggy and last but not least...Jia yan.
They are true friends that accompanied me through all my difficult times...
Life without them...Will be disaster..haha..=)

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jia yan18july
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Aki13sep
hui yee15oct
elaine21oct
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chi kai24aug
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