Thursday, August 10, 2006
" ; Thursday, August 10, 2006 "
ParT#3
24'07'06
i buck up my courage and type a message...
to tell him i have feelings to him but idun expect him to feel the same way as me....
bt i jus want to know an answer...
expected...[not realii,not ready]
he said he is not ready to...jus wan to be friends...
strange...
may be i was too shock to cry...
bt my heart was jus aching...[i know]
25'07'06
i overheard his msn nick[i wouldnt want to expose for his own piracy...]
i was happy and relieve....
may be he still like me...
thats what i thought...
and i decided to love him forevea...
coz thinking may be there will be a chance....
to become best friend again?
he would reply my message very fast....
but when i sent him things like u ate le ma...
no reply...
but my friend said is very rare that he actually reply pple msg...
and so...
with that...
it jus encourage me to continue loving him.....
But i was wrong...
all wrong...
totally wrong........