Thursday, August 10, 2006
" ; Thursday, August 10, 2006 "
Part#4
This thing accidentally through some small case....
a guy frm 2C(name him B)knew it...
and B was his best friend...
and the worst thing is tat...
he is big mouth and will spread around...
so....
he started to tease mi in school...
i jus ignore him and deny....
but the councilor just sort of sneak some news to him....
making it more worst......
many times cried in skl and very depress...
28'07'06
with all those complicated feelings i had...
that night....
i cried until eyes were swollen...
nose were red...
knowing that loving him is like commiting suicide....
the love made me suffocate...
i cant breathe anymore...
i want to forget him...
every action he did...
is hurtin mi more and deeper...
it was so hard n sometimes jus made mi fall deeper...
but i jus dun noe y....
this is not like the hang u i know...
he is driving me crazy....i realli want to put a fullstop to this...
it is just making mi more and more tired...
please 'u' make mi stop...?
noone knows what he is thinking...
he is just acting normal while i am sittin there cryin...?
no way...
hang u is a gurl who is lively and funky...
i dun like who am i now...
my sis hates it too...
he is the first guy who rejected mi...
and the 2nd guy i realli and truely fall on....
And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08
