Monday, August 28, 2006
" ; Monday, August 28, 2006 "
TOdaE iS MOnDaY!!!!!!!!!
MonDAe is A CRAZY DaE!!!
28'08'06
the nite before...
i quarell wif my sis...
she is really a BITCH!!!
haix....this coming sep holidae...mi mus stay at home and cannot go out le...T^T
i asked my sis whether she would spare one dae for mi out of the ten or more daes...
we can go out to relax...coz mi this three mths...nv went shoppin at all...coz she always find excuses for saying not gng out wif mi....WTF...
she said her exam is weighing on her so she dun wan give mi fault hopes...
haix...that nite i was damn angry coz my third bro ah kai keep fanning the fire on my head...
i was not that angry within she became bitchy like those u see in american shows...
then i ask her...so u still hav time to tok to frns for several hours...and watch tv...and play com...
so HOW HEAVY IS UR EXAM...???
she replied saying that isit i expected her to study like shit...and some stupid reasons...
then...ah kai came into the scene....he was damn bloody shit angry over wad she said...
so...being a two head snake...my bro started typin chinese to scold her back...
at that moment...i realized i did the wrng thing...
coz my bro critize her wif alot of things...bt those msgs were sent under my name...
haix...then after that nite...i realized...i shld not do tat...
this is the last yr of her and now we quarell again...
one thing...we can have this cold war of ignoring each other for more than 2 wks....
secondly...in this way..she wont feel bad n guilty....
bt i m the one who feels it...and always the one who started saying sry...
no matter what attitude she gave mi...for the past 5 yrs...i have been dng that...
my bro screamed at mi sayin that if she giv attitude ..shot her back...what to scare...
actaulli..i m not scared...jus dun wan to break our little sweet relationship...
bt sometimes her attitude was realii unbearable...
during june holidaes...she stole my magazine to read w/o asking
fine...if so...then don tell mi...bt..she told mi...
this made mi more angry as...she online bt she dun even bother to ask mi...
wtf...and she always expect mi to ask b4 taking her things...
bt she selfishly didnt...
now i dun even wan lend her things willing ...is kind of bad..i noe...
bt somehow deep in my heart i jus feel i shld treat her the same she treats mi...
bt another angel said that i shldnt coz i mus b generous...
haix...last tym i told her to share the cost of a hair equipment...she said dun wan...she wont use
so i bought myself...in the end..now she beg for mi to use the equip...
then i sort of say i tot u say u wont use..
then she will giv mi attitude sayin dun lend dun lend lo...
then started to kick things n scram...not happi...
then i unwillingly i lend to her...
now in my heart...
one angel is sayin...jus say sry then everyting will be set
evil will say dun always let her climb over ur head...expect her to apologize..she started first...
haix so confusin man...
i split out everything to my aunt...and she said my character is same as her...while hers is same as her mother....
she has ATTITUDE PROBLEM AND SELFISH...
while i m VERY SOFTHEARTED AND WANTED TO FORGIVE BUT CANT FORGET THE PAST...
problem problem....
now we didnt tok to each other....i feel awkard when seeing her...bt hard to open my mouth...
coz she will give attitude...and i have that enough...realli sick n tired of it....
haix...now dun noe how....for three mths not gng out...i m gng to die...
i cant go out wif frns coz my aunt sort of dun trua\st my frn well...n my aunt cant go wif mi coz she is busy preparin for the leave of my cousin to england....
--------hang u--------
And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08
