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Thursday, September 07, 2006
" ; Thursday, September 07, 2006 "

07'09'06
ystrdae my aunt taught mi sec3 maths...lol...the graph...
i didnt realli like graph...although it is easier to find answer...
to me...i jus makin tings a bit too confuse...
haha...ms leong is slackin now
haix...hope she can catch up soon wif the class opposite..mr chan...
who is crazy urging his student to learn more...lol....
hhaha...i m slackin too...haha...bt gng to finish math by todae...
and sci start little bit...
haha...ystrdae nite tok to marc till 11 plus...
haha...jealous???nah...jus kiddin...
ystrdae...i saw him online...
jus dun noe why the heart jus started to groan in agony...lol...rite word...jus learnt..
hah...then wanted to start crying...strange feelings ...
hha...then ...i found out sth...
i noe why i actualii didnt wan to tok to him in school...
on one hand...i m shy n embarass...
on the other...i m afraid...
i m terrified...
i m worried...
that i will hate him...
kk...why i said that bcoz jus imagine he dun like mi...
n i jus keep on pestering him...
tryin to tok to him ...
n try to flirt or wad shit wif him...
i dun tink he likes it...and he will sort of give mi attitude...
then...next moment...i will feel veri depress n disgusted...
coz he is giving mi attitude...jus like that tym in SYF he said vulgarities to mi....
so...to prevent tat...
i decided not to be tat way...n jus hide everyting in my heart...
ya i m selfish..i noe..i jus wan myself not to be hurt...
and started to avoid the facts...so sort....haha...
then u may ask why i didnt wan to ask him clearly whether he like or dun like mi..
i noe y i didnt wan to do tat...
bcoz...i didnt wan him to dislike mi and i didnt wan to noe...
coz i jus wan to love him...
and protect whateva memories we hav...in the past...
like tis...may be onli me who gets hurt...
and not him...soo...he wount feel guilty rite?
coz everyting i hide it...and jus prevent them frm getting to him...
jus wan to be like tis although hi\e doesnt like mi...
may be sometyms lies cannot jus keep everyting nice n smooth...
didnt wan him to be hurt...
i started it...and i shld end it myself...
----------hang u-----------



About Me

I Came to Earth on
24 Nov 1991

I ♥ MAO XIAN™!!
•>______<•
Friendster I Love to be who i am...
I Love Lolita and gothic..
I Love to be crazy..
I Love to SHOPPIN!!♥♥
I Love take photos...♥♥♥
I Love MAO XIAN!!♥
I Detest backstabber..
I Detest anti-mao xian..
I Detest SMOKERS
I Detest people who don't cherish themselves..



WhHAT I LIVED FOR:
My Great name given by my parents is "Hang U"

And, i truly loved the name given to me...
My life revolves with my group of cliques named MAO XIAN...
Being the leader of the group...i feel proud to have these 6 other members in my group...
They are: Elaine, Pauline, Qiao Xin, Hui yee, Peggy and last but not least...Jia yan.
They are true friends that accompanied me through all my difficult times...
Life without them...Will be disaster..haha..=)

And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08

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I Love My Sisters & Family♥♥


Important Dates:
peggy02jan
Shealie06 jan
ming min09jan
how chwen11jan
qiao xin21jan
dinah27feb
Jia yi14Mar
Gavin3April
pauline09july
jia yan18july
elena10sep
Aki13sep
hui yee15oct
elaine21oct
Wen wen07aug
chi kai24aug
chi wai24aug
Pamela21sep
Hui jia2 Oct
Meng Yang29Oct
NuerJia yi17nov
Hang U24nov
hong hao17dec
Loretta21dec



History
August 2006 ; September 2006 ; October 2006 ; November 2006 ; December 2006 ; January 2007 ; February 2007 ; March 2007 ; April 2007 ; May 2007 ; June 2007 ; July 2007 ; August 2007 ; September 2007 ; October 2007 ; November 2007 ; December 2007 ; January 2008 ; February 2008 ; March 2008 ; April 2008 ; May 2008 ; June 2008 ; July 2008 ; August 2008 ; September 2008 ; October 2008 ; November 2008 ; December 2008 ; January 2009 ;

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