Monday, September 11, 2006
" About schoolllll....^__________^ ; Monday, September 11, 2006 "
11'09'06
ystrdae nite...
i didnt slp...
i lied on the bed....it was 11.45....
i closed my eyes...bt my brain is soo awake....
didnt noe why...
the scariest thing was that.....
when i cant slp for a period of time....
i woke up...and i look at my hp....
oh no...is 3.45am....!!!!!
omg!!!i m so terrifed and trying my best to get some slp...
but i cant.....may be bcoz of the tea n coffee i drank....
after rolling for some time....i looked at the hp again...
4.30am...it shone into my eyes....
i tot myself...nah...cant slp liao....
in the end...i went to eat the flu medicine...
n finalli gt some slp...less than one hour....
haix...bt to some potential in me....
when i woke up...i m still so energetic...
may be is too excited to go skl....
skl rox!!!!no nid to rott at home...haha....so happi...
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when i first saw him...heart started to pump fast..
and i could feel the pain in it....groaning in agony....
haix....i could express my feelings now...
the feeling is strange n complicated....
is helpless...no med could cure the cut he marked...
bt i tink i m not gng to get over it....is kind of too hard for mi....
jus like marcus....haha....
friend wif him...???nah...he would not appreciate that....
haha...nvm...brighter sunshine will be tmr....
can jus bless him...??not realli....dun hav the courage to do that....
can jus say hi to him...??not possible...avoiding is b/w us...the gap is too big...
can msg him...??too odd n weird...like despo....nah forget it....
can...??i tink enuf....lets jus bring this out of the topic...
hahaha..............TIME....i need them...but they r always not ready for mi...
at the right occasions....haha....
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todae...didnt have realli much fun...may be i m tired...
or...everione changed....is kind of hard to tok to those who i like to hang out wif...
haha...may b communication breakdown...lol...
bleh....can i say that i shld stop here...
my aunt is coming back haha...gtg....
buai buai.....bless those soul of the pple who pass away in 911...
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