Monday, September 18, 2006
" His time..... ; Monday, September 18, 2006 "
18'09'06
Today...both my aunties went to england wif my cousin....
can say that we can smell the air of freedom!!!!
we can feel the breeze blowin rite into our face....
we cannot tell the happiness in us....
we some sort cursed her not to com back....
long time never go blogging.....
haha....monday!!!good dae....
bt a tired one.....i couldnt wake up in the afternoon....
although my alarm rang loudly....
i couldnt hear....is strange....
first time i couldnt hear my alarm....
haha...or may be i didnt set it...lol.....
my father came this saturdae....
his task was to take care of my grandpa....
and of coz us...those notti kids....
we all were now using computer....
we planned how will we hide the com...
and pretend nth happen when my father comes up....
haha....we were clever pple who loves to lie....
haha....just joking....
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todae nothing much happened in school....
now seeing him is like quite normal....
glad to be that way....
haha.....soon or later....
his shadow will no longer in my heart...
so ganbande!!!hang u fight on...!!!
haah....two more wks to exam....
is so scary....u wont know the pressure it had on me...
haha...soo...i decided not to play com soo often....
i will study a bit later....
i hope those thingy will get into my brain....
PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT....
i agree....haha....asst!!!
so....pple out there dun think exam is still in the far end...
is jus 13 more daes....so fast that u wont notice it....
so AZA AZA fight on!!!!!
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His TIME....!![on my father..]
that night....
my fathe and i walked back home....
his leg was nimbling....
i turned my head and saw him walking much slower than mi....
i was a bit shocked....
but later....i understands....
my papa...is old....
when he walks in front of mi...
i could always see silverish threads on his head....
much more than last tym....
he said his leg pain due to some illness....
bt i know...deep in my heart....
my father is growing old...
suddenly some kind of pain jus rushed up my eyes....
i was tinking...
i dun tink i will be able to earn $$ to take care of my parents....
i feel bad about it....
they actualli carried illness....
my mum has a kind of stones in her wombs...
which will cause her life if it grew bigger....
but thanks god...it now turns smaller....
for my dad....he is too obese....
that he couldnt breathe at nite...
he will stop breathing for more than 100 times...
is true...i saw the report....is at danger risk....
nth can be done...bt he had to carry a machine....
wrapped around his head and a pipe through his nose...
everynight....is hard to slp...i noe....
but i knew they love mi and what they all did....
is for my own good....
all these things...they hid it....
they were afraid i would be worri...
but my aunt told my all that....
she said i m big enuf to understand my parents...
and must share their hardships....
ya...i totally agree....and i will like to do so.....
seeing my father's body being less agile....
i feels guilty....but i cannot do anythingh but to love n care for him....
his time....is running out....
------------HangU-----------
And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08
