Wednesday, October 11, 2006
" ; Wednesday, October 11, 2006 "
11'09'06
sorry for not updating these few daes....
my few art compepition kept mi busy these few daes....
haha....went back to skl few times....
haha....the art is dng fine....i will take photo....
another why i didnt update is due to my addiction to some particular drama show...
haa....went realli crazy over it..and can sat in front of the television for the whole afternoon..
haix....after exam....was realli happi....haha...
but don't know why dun realli feel the freedom...
may be becoz my aunt still control my playing time?
or i m worrying abt some other matters...
ah....nah...quite fine this few daes....nth much happen...
haha...these few daes saw and learnt alot of things....
i wanna to share....but may be i shld do it tmr...haha...
bcoz my sis art o lvl due date is on fridae....
tonite have to help her...if not...she will be dead...
haa....these few daes thought through a lot of things...
jus thinking that this year is gng to end...
what shld i do to make myself not regret....
not regret??u all may ask...
well...basically....i wanna to enjoy every moment wif my frns...
i am afraid that next yr..we r put into different class....
we will not be that close as now....
but frankly...frns...i am realli proud of u all...
i think i m not a nice n good person to be with....
i do things sometimes too over board....
haha...then sometimes veri rash....
and a bit hot tempered....
u all hav been wif mi this year....entire less than 12 mths....
but u all can tolerate wif my unique and weird character....
i am realli thankful to u all....
to those who jus treat mi as a bridge or even did things to make mi unhappi...
i will forget it...haha...i mean...we hav been tru so long...
i m not that petty ...so why dun we all jus be the best mode for the next few mths....
let's keep some good memories rather than thinkin bad things abt mi or others...
i did realli enjoy this class....most of them r nice pple...
in other words...if u look at their gd side....
u will always see a rainrow across their heart....
haha...they r jus colourful and sweet....jus that is the angle u looking at...
so...let's enjoy and hav fun for the next remaining daes...
i m sure we can do it and leave some good memories in our paths...
haha...sometimes...i finds that....every year....
i learnt from my mistakes ....
i change from the difficulties i faced...
i understand how to mix wif pple...
i becoming more mature and...
organise things better...
but these all credited to my sista and gange...
throughout the process....
no matter is hardships....
no matter is happiness...
no matter is sadness...
they been tru wif mi...and wheneva i m down or even....
wanting to give up....
they r always there to support mi and give mi the best advice....
they r always there for mi....
i jus wanna to thank them anyway....
haha...but next yr....
the new year....
the new path...
there is onli mi walking alone...
i m gng to be more independant...
although i know is hard to make decision on my own ....w/o them...
but by that time...i shld be 16....
i m mature enuf to think and ...
i think they will still in my heart...
they are still there to stand by wheneva i needs them...
jus that is onli their spirits and shadows...
but i tink i can go tru this...
bcoz...is not onli mi walking and working hard on my path...
i still hav frns beside....although some will betray and many r unknown...
but i will prove to them and i will change their thoughts towards mi...
this is the next goal i striking for....
changing to be a stronger and socialable person...
ahah...thanks for encouragin mi and spent time wif mi...
frns...ahha...thats wad they r for...haha....
tmr i nid to take injection...i m so scare till my blood went cold...
omg...!!!i m so frightened...argh..hate tis....!!!
-------------Hang U------
And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08
