Sunday, January 14, 2007
" ; Sunday, January 14, 2007 "
14'01'07
have u ever been isolated by ur parents???
that dae when i was gng to skl for cca opens house
i was silently sittin at the back of the bus
and opposite mi...was a little cute innocent boy.....
his mother was holdin his younger sista...who sat straigtly besides her mom....
the boy chuckled wif joy...and told her mother abt the maple game.....
but no matter how hard he tries to emphasize the game....
the mother jus stared blanky in the air.....
when i looked at the disappointment in the little soft eyes...
i felt realli sorri for him....as if i was in his situation before....
but in deed....i was...
i still vividly rmbs that...i did the same thing not long ago....
may be is too long for anyones to rmb....
but it still etch in my memories....
i always wanted my mom to understands mi....
but disappointingly...she had been disapprovin mi all the time.....
i still rmbs she always listen to my brother and she never listens to my explaination....
i mean...may be she does..but she nv believes....
there was once....she didnt found out the whole matter....
she slapped mi hard on my face....i noes my hearts hurted more then the pain on my skin...
in the end....the fault was on my brother....
for todae...once again...she failed mi....
something....happened....which made mi realli upset over my mom....
she doesnt even understnads mi....and all she wanted to noe is abt my brother....
i noe i screamed at her was wrong....i noe everithing was a mistake....
but i didnt noe wad to move on now....
all i tot back....were all the things she had mistaken mi....and failed mi....
i coulnt force my mind frm all the wild tots....but i tried....
but after the terrible cry....i feel better....ahha....
at least my aunt is siding mi for my mom's wrong theory....
i felt relief...at least....at least....soemone trust mi.....
these few daes....cannot online bcoz was streesed up wif studies....
for sure now....i m comfined that i hated social studies and physic...
they totally doesnt match the concept of my mind...and it jus goes all confuse rite there....
so i will jus try my best...haha...lol....
new year here....i hope everi thing goes rite...
hope is a good starting of everithin good things....and good endings for bad things....
bai bai
gtg.....
sweeet dreams...
And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08
