Friday, August 24, 2007
" ; Friday, August 24, 2007 "
24'08'07
above is myself and my artwork...
the artwork is not done yet...
but i just wanna to take down as a process...
haix...
how long i have not been blogging??
one week?
this had been the most tiring week i ever lived...
each day...u can just only live words like:"TEST!!!EXAM!!!"
it had been slaughtering or even killing each of the student in hkss...
teachers are trying their best to assign tests on every single chapter...
not because we are supposed to have those tests...
but...they needed to have enough marks or tests to key into our progress card...
which not only added burden to us...
but also create stress among themselves...
i actually wondered why didnt they set those papers earlier...
or may be could just shift those tests abit later...
now...i can have even four to five test a week...
that's like way to unreasonable...
but what can students do...
it's our fate....
sometimes...school encourages us to read more...listen more...see more...
which means to read novels...listen to news procast on radios...watch news on television..
but how are we able to do so when the workload is increasing...
and tests are enforced to make us student...
there...tell us...how are we able to cope with all this workload...
i know...is our task to finish and complete all the homework...
and may be squeeze sometime for reading...
however...studying will actually come first in the mind before the reading..
as we were told to discipline ourself and revise our work after the teaching of each day...
i am apparently not agreeing to the way things are planned and enforced...
i just hope the school can realli organise a better studying timing for us...
so that we won't be too stress...
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that's about vertaliting out my opinion...
now...coming back to my life...ahha
had not been sleeping well for three days...
may be stress of all the tests and some other personal problems caused this stupid illness..
the third night23/08/07...i was so frightened..thinking that may be i will be awake forever...
i know it is a stupid thinking...lol...
alright...what followed next...were streams of tears..
and uncontrollable water flowing non stop from my eyes...was terrible..
haaa...i didn't know what exactly happened to me...
my mother(aunt..i named her my mom) came to embrace me in her arms..
and just cried on and on...
i think that was already midnight?
but seem like after crying...it sort of release the stress and fear in me...
and there i off to bed again...tell u wad...when i realli cant sleep...pills dun even works on mi..
sadd rite?
haa..
the next day...i felt very uncomfortable and decided not to go schooll...
but at last...i forced myself to...
as i was responsible for my artclub that thursdae...
and i couldnot jus leave it rott there and naughty pple make a mess there..
so i reached school at 9am...
was called for couselling...
and i spent the day happier ..
may be i got enough sleep?
haha...lol
And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08
