18'11'07
made this stars out of straws..
the hand now is aching and reddish...
the straws are really hard..
and to fold all 50 plus of them..
is not easy..
but i did it!!^^V
haha...
tmr mao xian outing?not sure...tonite we will discuss about it..
it's kinda bored at home..
therefore..i went to visit my grandparents..
as they grew older...i can really see the big change in them...
as in they are no long that active and can move around as they wish..
my grandpa...cannot bath or sit or sleep without the help of someone..
i felt so depressed when i saw the lonliness in his eyes..
imagine all day u are not supposed to go out of the house..
and all you do is :watch televison...listen to music...read newspaper..
i guess i will hate this kind of life...
may be my grandpa too..
he's bored...
but i m not god..i cannot giv him a healthy life again...
but i can just him help around the house..
miss my grandparents so much..
may be u guys dun haf the close feelings with your grandparents..
but i do have..
i have been living with them for almost 8 years..
and their love..i can sense it...
and i know they really having a hard time to go through the process of getting old..
but no matter it is...everyone will grow old someday...
So i guess now is the best time to cherish everything u have now..
and probably...love and care and understand ur grandparents more..?
they are people who had more experience than us..
they had gone through a lot of hardships..and they are the ones who set up the family..
and make life easier for us..
may be one day ..
u will realise that how important they are!
heess..
so exhausted after running around places to places..
i guess the medicine had it's effect...
i think i will take a good nap now...


**(i am cherishing everything i have now..
please don't give up on me...
when i never say give up...
i am just a girl who cannot hide feelings..)**