Just Hang U's Diary...

Thursday, January 31, 2008

" ; Thursday, January 31, 2008 "

they are hong kah lites

teehee

nafa is where i been today!

look at the bandage hand and the deep panda eyes...
dying soon lah

touch me...and u will feel happiness...lol..

reflection of us...haa

heehee

hai!

31 JAN
one month had passed so fast...
tmr is another stressful day with geography test on coast...
going to be dead as i have not even touch on a word...
today went to NAFA...
not bad....

kk
go take bath and start work loo...

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

" ; Wednesday, January 30, 2008 "

30 JAN 08
breaking up of MXZ and MXH
weet....ok that's rude..
nothing pretty much happened today...
i was glad and relieved to receive a pass in my compo test...
the rest of the day seem dragging too long and the weather made me more sick..
as to believe that Olvl will be approaching in no time....
i started really hard trying to carry a book with me where ever i go....
it was tempting to finish this book called:"my sister's keeper"
really interesting way of introducing the story and characters...
projecting different point of views from every potagonist and antagonist..
It's amazing that every section seem to attract u into another miracle world..
the world of the story...i cried over the part where the main character died or some how..
u may wonder how i know she died when i didnt even finsihed the book...
i skipped to peek at the back..haa...very bad bah...haa^^
i don't know if i was really sad over the story or of other things yesterday...
i guess i was just too depressed and bothered by some stuff which i don't think i shall mention bits of it here...i suppose blogging is no longer a place for me to express my feelings and thoughts..as for now...i think people do read and they do have comment over them...
and i often offend one's feeling...
argh...whatever...

back to class deco...
i m super satisfy with my own decoration at the back...
thanks to the help of 4C....haa.....esp li jun they all...
they provide lots of help indeed....
great classmates i have!!^^v
go to Li jun's blog for more photos!!http://windishclouded.blogspot.com/
to clarify on thing...
i am not going to touch on the two front boards anymore...
for particular reasons ...
i just don't want to work with leslie...
i have done it once...i am not going to do it twice...
he complaint that noone supported him today...
now..i guess he felt how dismay when people dun appreciate his work...
i will be HANDS OFF
and don't even expect me to aid u...
BASKET
don't try to take sympathy from me...
it does work...
u may go around crying and sobbing in front of others...
saying how pity and innocent u are...
BUT I DUN CARE!!!
i DON'T GIVE A DAMN!
so go ahead and settle urs...
i will do mine...
HAHA!

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

" ; Tuesday, January 29, 2008 "

29 JAN 08
i lived up to my reputation...
i lied...
I told a lie to my heart....
giving therapy for heart broken...
blinding everything i see...
tricking everything i hear...
i didn't want to explain...
i didn't want to understand how human's brain work..
i just hope somehow...people can get nicer...
i believe i had never regret doing anything....
i just need treatment....
don't assume anything great from me...
i may not be mature...
i may not be sensible...
but i may do the best i want to...
i wish i could make u understand...
but seems like there's not a need...

REPRISAL and RETALIATION

argh...whatever...

detest SQ sec for life
started today...
it's just another school of freaks and outcast people...

Monday, January 28, 2008

" ; Monday, January 28, 2008 "

insanity is US!spot those handmade sticks...cool?

she was forced to take that picture..

somehow...i loved my notice board...!!<3

u see...with them...i came out with lots of stuff..thx

hey...mao xian finally wear clothes...kawaii desu

flower!!!

gonna to be a stressful year ahead...dun give up!

smile...this photo destined that i have to miss one more kor..
one adding on to two....

THANK YOU!
a great appreciation to shealie, li jun, pamela, jin zhu and tree..
they really helped alot today...
LOOKED!
the notice board is half way done...
i cant stop giggling as my satisfaction started to bloom in my heart...
i loved the mao xian the most....
ANYWAY!!!!!
lots of ideas given by them were marvellous and stupendous.....
REALLY greatful to them....
without their stay....i guess...i will be alone doing all the stuff...
but end up doing nothing....

Just for your info...i took down the damn decoration of the two small notice board...
leaving behind two notes....
i am being a very villianous girl...
i wrote:"NOTE:this board is reserved for those who are pofessional artists and sorry that i don't have that talent thus pls draw something LINK TO 4C! -----by hang u"
next one would be:
"NOTE:this board is reserved for those who feel that i cant produce things LINKED to 4C..--hang u"
i guess i wrote something like this....
sadly....pauline and ming hua tore them down after school..
they said it was a disgrace to our class somehow...
but my efforts paid off...
the message did go to the right person...
sending him a devastating stun....
i guess no one believed i actualli tore those deco down for particular reasons...
i m going to give him only three days...
if he cant produce good work...
then fine...i will put back mine...and he will SHUT UP!
sorry that i cant work with him as i had too much negative thoughts of him
such that i can really become nasty when handling things TGT with him...
dislike being alone with him..
dislike toking to him...
i just hate it.
may be it's my fault also...so i apologize here....
however...i wont work with him
i repeat...I WONT...NEVER.
mr tan was told about this case just now....
and i apologized to him tooo....
he told him to say his apology to me...
which i told it was unneccessary...i dun giv a damn..
and noone was at fault...
thus...what's the meaning of saying sorry when u are not in fault...?
argh...wadever....i am only going to concentrate on my back board..haa...

AH....todae was really motivated and touched by two teachers...
one of them is mrs yeo...
she actually wanted to push me to love English...
to learn it...she didn't want me to ruin my certificate just because of my English...
so i will work hard..
and may sacrify my blogging and online-ing...
HANG U...must nt slack anymore!!!!

another was mrs tan...
erm...

let's keep this confidential...hees

Sunday, January 27, 2008

" ; Sunday, January 27, 2008 "

27JAN
woke up freaking early...
and headed to attend the monthly temple classes opened especially for youths..
yes...i do believe in god...thus i felt like listening to their advices and experiences..
however...i guess i m way too tired that i kept falling asleep in the class...
this is bad ...i know...but i cant help to resist the temptation of going into the dreamland..
my eye lids were heavy and i cant forced them to open again...
so they went shut in no time...haa...
anyway...i did manage to keep myself awake by answering questions..
but do not expect me to provide excellent answers but crappy ones..
that's the only way to make others laugh and at the same time keeping myself a wake...
cool?haha...about 1pm plus...we had our lunch in the temple...
after that appetizing lunch by my aunt....we had a debreif and next oraganizing activities...
they were short of two more performers for the reuinon of ai xin...
upon hearing that...i felt awake...i questioned whether if i could wear anything i like...
and they agreed ultimately...hees...so i agreed....
oh my...i m going to wear lolita!!!!HAPPY...haha..lol...
anyway...i m looking forward to the arrival of the day...
yet...at the same time worrying and nervous for the stage performance..
i believe god will stay by my side...and give my courage!!!
haa...

talking back about sleeping late yesterday night...
i was busy uploading photos....
and as u all can see...
i went shoppin yesterday..
although i buy nothing but a blouse for CNY....
i felt happy shoppin with peg lain pau and char...
sadly..not all the mao xian manage to gather together and shop...
when i went home yesterday night...
it was about 10 pm plus...
was warned by mama to go home eralier next round..
or esle she would not allow me to go out again...;p

i took 334 back home...ALONE...
i didnt really concern about being alone..
but about what i saw and experience through the bus trip...
it was not me who wants to recall all these...
but seeing and witnessing that...
make my memories flashing all back...
hate that most...
it was the seat we sat...
it was the seat we held our hands tight..
it was the 334...
it was couple...
it was the same position...

there was a couple sitting at that seat...
holing hands together..
the girl's head leanign against the boy's shoulder...
i ignore that...
painfully looking down..
shamefully wanted to erase all those disgrace moments..
irritatedly fighting back all those tears...
however...the packed bus forced me to stand right in front of them...
i dun want let those memories overcome me...
i dun want tears to fall out just because of him...
i hate him...i know...
trying to ransack my bag for ear piece...
but apparently the god is fooling me...
i cant find it in the midst of the bus racing across the streets..
i gave up after awhile...and wanting to move into the rear...;
however...i guess the god is wanted me to face the reality...
noone alighted thus the bus remains packed...
neither i moved also...
tears rolling within my eyes....
i turned around facing my back to that two couples...
glaring out to the window....
mind blank....

i am really exhausted...
both mentally and physically...

Let's please end all these...
i begged u..

Saturday, January 26, 2008

" 77 ; Saturday, January 26, 2008 "