Friday, February 15, 2008
" ; Friday, February 15, 2008 "
15'02'08
after a week of continuous gruelling studies...
today...i unlocked my laptop....
allowing myself to watch some videos...
tmr will be the starting of tedious hard work again...
having tuition tmr and in the afternoon...
probably study for amaths and chemistry...
alot to be improved and work on....
mr ngiow said he will be setting a rather tough paper...
may be he is giving stress on us...
haix.....yeah....sec four aint that easy to cope...
but whatever it is....
i will try not to fall sick...
though running nose and cough had clang on me...
heees....
felt depressed over these few days...
my kor had not been in good mood...
i sympathize his situation...
however...i was not able to aid him...
felt so small and useless....
when he cried...
i felt like hugging him too...
why relationship always cause people to suffer...
aint it supposed to be happy and joyful?
i get over everything by now...
throwing all the unhappiness behind...
now....
jus pray hard my kor can go through the tough period...
it will be a long and painful process...
i know....
may be we, citizen of macao, are more emotional..?
not that easy to give up on one..?
it takes both of us to like someone for 4 years...
yet....may be we aint that perfect and good...
we got rejected...we got hurted...we got defeated...
i hope....
he can go through all these with little pain...
loves...
your dearest sister...<3
And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08
