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Monday, February 18, 2008
" ; Monday, February 18, 2008 "

18'02'08
this morning...
i woke up extra early in order to arrive school in time to clear all my doubts on maths..
i had done all my practices...and i felt...really...nothing much i can do to improve already...
however...
the test was really complicated...
well...frankly speaking...it's not difficult...
but it's tricky and i guess i made few careless mistakes...
haix....was quite worried about my test....
did i really deproved?my grades seemed to drop....
T^T
wad can i do?
i don't know....
really cannot do anything?
i think i can....
from now on...
i guess...
my com had to be locked up ....
and i should jus concentrate on my studies....
no more volunteering work and whatever shit...

oh...by the way...i won the class tee shirt design today...
however...it was not as honoured to be up there takin the prize...
for particular reasons ...
i felt....it doesnt worth when it's not the whole class putting in the effort...
BUT only my persistence and selfishness of takin up the entire job myself...
now...i felt really anguish and exhausted over one man show...
the dearth of supports and dis-appreciation...
drew me down to a conclusion...
it's a time when i learnt to share and give up something...
i don't want to be the great one anymore....
so what if 4C dun win....
i won't even care anymore...
as u guys rely on me too much...
and i am not going to be the one suffering ...
if u all want it...make the effort coming together as a team...
not only with the saying part and leave it for tmr and tmr...
till deadline...noone does it...as u all expected there will be someone doing it...
which probably always be me...
so...
i have decided....
it's time to stop...


let's clear everything right now...
it's time to stop fighting for 4C pride with only one man show...
i dun even care if the 4n's malays started to criticize me with all their jealousy...
fine....they wan to win..proof it...i dun even give a damn....


so like WHATEVER!



About Me

I Came to Earth on
24 Nov 1991

I ♥ MAO XIAN™!!
•>______<•
Friendster I Love to be who i am...
I Love Lolita and gothic..
I Love to be crazy..
I Love to SHOPPIN!!♥♥
I Love take photos...♥♥♥
I Love MAO XIAN!!♥
I Detest backstabber..
I Detest anti-mao xian..
I Detest SMOKERS
I Detest people who don't cherish themselves..



WhHAT I LIVED FOR:
My Great name given by my parents is "Hang U"

And, i truly loved the name given to me...
My life revolves with my group of cliques named MAO XIAN...
Being the leader of the group...i feel proud to have these 6 other members in my group...
They are: Elaine, Pauline, Qiao Xin, Hui yee, Peggy and last but not least...Jia yan.
They are true friends that accompanied me through all my difficult times...
Life without them...Will be disaster..haha..=)

And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08

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I Love My Sisters & Family♥♥


Important Dates:
peggy02jan
Shealie06 jan
ming min09jan
how chwen11jan
qiao xin21jan
dinah27feb
Jia yi14Mar
Gavin3April
pauline09july
jia yan18july
elena10sep
Aki13sep
hui yee15oct
elaine21oct
Wen wen07aug
chi kai24aug
chi wai24aug
Pamela21sep
Hui jia2 Oct
Meng Yang29Oct
NuerJia yi17nov
Hang U24nov
hong hao17dec
Loretta21dec



History
August 2006 ; September 2006 ; October 2006 ; November 2006 ; December 2006 ; January 2007 ; February 2007 ; March 2007 ; April 2007 ; May 2007 ; June 2007 ; July 2007 ; August 2007 ; September 2007 ; October 2007 ; November 2007 ; December 2007 ; January 2008 ; February 2008 ; March 2008 ; April 2008 ; May 2008 ; June 2008 ; July 2008 ; August 2008 ; September 2008 ; October 2008 ; November 2008 ; December 2008 ; January 2009 ;

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