Saturday, February 23, 2008
" ; Saturday, February 23, 2008 "
23'02'08
it had been a number of days i didnt write about my life...
i went to see my grandpa today...
he's feeling better...
but my heart ache everytime i saw him breathe uneasily...
the tubes that attached to his body...
making him looks like a white mice under experiments...
his pale looking face with watery eyes seem to prove me that he aint that young anymore...
not that healthy and fit grandpa i used to play with when i was 7..
he's no longer posses those cleared minds and skillful speeches...
he seemed to turn back into a little kid...
with childish questions and ridicules requests....
i felt like crying seeing him in such pains and uncomfort...
but i cannot do anything but to accompany him..
make him feel homed and loved...
ah gong...
u must recover early..
so we can eat chocolate and drink coca cola together...
i entrusted myself into gruelling of studying...
i locked up my com..
except when i have done all my work...
i shift my work place to the living room..
where i find i can concentrate more...
and surprisingly...
i did all my homeworks and studies...
and now left with couple of ws to go...
felt so satisfied..^^
kk
pple i got to go..
signed off