Just Hang U's Diary...

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

" ; Wednesday, February 06, 2008 "

spot which one is me..

yeah!!!i made de!!!WEET

LOL!^^v

as if i m scared of uuu!!!CROC

purchase the latest me $9.95

hang u lining up in single file...woot

millions of me...must refer to physic textbok for reflection hor!!
revision!~

6 FEB (wednesday)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!^^

SORRY 4C....i LET U ALL DOWN!!!T^TAs

what the fortune teller state in the newspaper...

today was not a good day for SHEEP...

i ignored it...

having much expectation and hopes for getting a victory for my class deco..

was really excited over it...

when the result was about to annouce ,my heart was pounding hard and fast...

ignoring once...

that someone told me that 4N1 had won it...

still in my own believe and faith....

i persisted on that my class can win the competition....

when the 2nd prize was annouced to 4c...

i was taken aback.... didnt have the courage to face it...

cannot imagine that this is real

for all the time i worked for...

for all the hardship i worked for..

for all the weeks i stayed back late...

for all the effort i put in...

WTH.... 2nd was the word to end it...?!

astounded by the result...

i went up to the stage...

like mad woman...

screaming and mumbling

"WHY?!" my mind was blank...

and my paces were heavy and hesitating...

i have no idea wad happen...

my work is definitely better...

it doesnt deserve a 2nd...

suddenly...

i just felt that the world is so not fair...

and at time...sourly....

bitterly feelings overwhelmed my heart...

something i felt so ridicules and unreasonable...

but noone explains to me...

i wondered!

later....

when dinah embraced me in her arms...

my eyes reddened...

and the tears were on the verge of falling...

i just let out into a loud cry....

closed my eyes together...

grabbing her tight and sob...

mao xian came by to console me...

trying to say jokes to cheer me up....

i was grateful to both dinah and mx and of coz girls from 4C i am fine now....

was really emotional today...

i guess...

losing the competition was not the only thing that i cried for..

i guess the piling up of stress and unhappiness...

together...

they just let out at once...

i felt really much better now...

physically tortured...

due to nights of burning midnight oil...

i m SICK!!!

WOOT sore throat...flu...and may be fever...

haaa.... poor thing?

i think the main reason was lack of TEAMWORK!

argh..

whatever...

i am just putting in my 100% effort and i am satisfy now....

Is time to reflect on myself...

cannot always aim too high for myself...

and so want to win....

okay....

i will improve this year...

it's a brand new year...

hang u AZAAZA fighting!!!

thanks for those who came to console... ^^v