Wednesday, March 19, 2008
" ; Wednesday, March 19, 2008 "
19 MAR 08
today was a lovely day for me..
it's the first Wednesday that we were allowed to sleep late late..
and of course attended school late late too..
it made much differences in waking up about 7 plus than 6 am early in the morning...
the incredibly one hour sleep actually added onto the energy level to rise...
i was so clear-minded and fresh this morning...
i didn't had my maid to give me a morning call..
i woke up perfectly by myself...
it was a good start of the day huh...
but little that i know it was the worse day of the week...
went to Mac Donald to have breakfast....
met aunt jas there...
i wanted to question her about what happen yesterday...
i wanted to clear my doubt and mis-concept about what she actually said...
it's unfair if she insulted my friends for nothing...
at a moment...i felt she totally betrayed the trust between councilors and her students..
for what reasons and permissions that she have the right to talk about my stuff
right in front of the class...
and without even asking my opinion and permit?
what's the matter?
For once...i was furious with rage...
i wanted to rip the table apart..
but of course i didnt....i aint that strong yet...
probably it's so misunderstanding in between all these..
but i just felt she need not commit this when it's unnecessary..
i don't see i point in it...
through this i began to have assumptions and queries about her....
my wild went wild with all thoughts and i just couldnt get wad's the purpose behind her actions.
perhaps...
like wj said...
i misunderstood her...
perhaps...
i was to impulse over this matter...
and may be...
i am wrong...
And no one is gonna to give a damn answers?
Later part of the day...
i guess i was not having a good mood...
i became easily agitated and frustrated over little things...
the last period of the day...
someone finally got on my nerves...
this little, uneducated sec 3 boy...
for no reason...came behind me and started pulling my hair..
when i am not at the right sensation....
fine...once...twice!...and THIRD!!!!
i wanted to #@$%@ slap his bloody face and give him a hard kick on his*#$%#
probably this will be fun and thrilling..
excuse me...had i offended u...
so wad if u are my art club junior...
do that says u dun nid to pay respect to ur seniors?
basket!
the main idea was that i am really not pleased to his harassment...
and tmr during art club...
if he start to agitate me...
for sure...i swear...i wont let him walk off the room with his face lit with a smile...
don't get over my limits!
damn it!
basically...i didn't manage my hair well without a comb...
and i gradually grunt with anger..
as soon as ah qiao passed the comb to me..
i rushed out of the room towards the restroom...
without even bother to get permit...
i guess Elaine was afraid i go beat up the son of the BIT*h...
she rushed into the toilet finding the irritated hang u in front of the mirror
combing her hair...and started spouting all her frustration...
perhaps she was relieved i didn't do anything in rash...
i kick the basin twice and more....
to vent my anger....
then i feel better after that...
that boy is not going to get away...
when hang u is angry...
no one is going to stop her...
i can be really vicious and cruel if i have to...
so u just dun hampered my way...
understand boy! BASKET!
And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08
