Thursday, March 20, 2008
" ; Thursday, March 20, 2008 "
20 MAR 08
just reached home and just have an urge to blog...
today was a terrible day for me...LIE HANG U...
it's nothing related to hurting my self in anyway....
But was emotionally affected....
questions roused when i cannot understand how one can pretend or even think that nothing had happened...and he/she can actually lived without the past...as if nothing had happen...
how?!Why?!
i just don't master the skill of forgetting and ignoring like nobody business...
i cant...or rather....i never ever forget....
no matter how hard i tried to scrub the stain off my memory canvas...
it just couldn't go off...like a permanent mark that etched forever there...
may be one day i shall question him/her....how they actually can act in this manner...
or probably the reasons to my doubts....
i wondered if they understand how pain it was to be cheated...
got back my progress card today...
need to work hard to nourish my humanities..
went to speech day rehearsal...
was an awkward scene there...
physically and mentally exhausted...
don't want to answer qns in my mind..
don't wish to remind myself with it..
went to bubble tea shop...
enjoyed the meal but before that...
suffered from serious eye sight disease...
looking at those insipid and ugly pork chops..
i was in acute disgust...
EWWwww...
went home...
bloated with food already...
tomorrow HOLIDAY!!~~~~
oh my!!!!
i wan ICE KACHANG!!!!!