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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
" ; Tuesday, March 25, 2008 "

25 MAR 08
i woke up asusual today...
i sat by my bed for a long time...
till my maid became frustrated that i still didnt want to get up..
i sat still merely because my head was heavy and my face was burning..
my throat was dry and my body just didnt want to follow my instruction..

"I don't think i can make it to school...give me five more mins.." i muttered.


"still sorethorat isit?k lah..go sleep...i will tell mama.."I barely heard her answer as i lied flat on the bed.



the second time i woke up....
it's 7.30am...
i gradually off my alarms and on the phone.
several message recieved....
i read through them and tossed the phone aside..
next...i dropped dead to dream...


the third time i woke up...
it was 9 am plus...
my mama surprisingly found me in my room and concluded that i didnt go to school..
i told her i was not feeling well...
probably due to the rain yesterday...
having to walk in the huge, torrential rain..
i guess noone will be well after it..
so am i...


she brought me to the doctor....
and eventually...
she discussed my future...
like where do i wan to go after Olvl...
what course...what career...where...how?
i was not intrigued by all these...
as she had repeated herself so many times..so as i..
i was sick of the topic...however i have no choice but to get them into my brain...
not thrilled at all..


later...
i told her about what auntie jas said and does in the last week...
and i vent my anger as i confessed all my dismay to her..
Out of the blue...she agreed with me...
and finally..other than mx...there's someone to support me...
i felt elated and jubilant...i went on telling on what actually happened..
she explaint her point of view..
And both of us came to a decision that we shall stop the counselling..
as i felt it's one:useles two:i am perfectly fine...i dun nid a counselling.
the way she handle things...didnt appeal or helped me in any ways..
i told mr tan about it...and i am going to restrain her from putting words into my mouth..




felt much better now..^^
SHALL START TO EXERCISE..
BEFORE I GET MORE ILL.!!
HAA..
AZA AZA HWAITING!!!~



About Me

I Came to Earth on
24 Nov 1991

I ♥ MAO XIAN™!!
•>______<•
Friendster I Love to be who i am...
I Love Lolita and gothic..
I Love to be crazy..
I Love to SHOPPIN!!♥♥
I Love take photos...♥♥♥
I Love MAO XIAN!!♥
I Detest backstabber..
I Detest anti-mao xian..
I Detest SMOKERS
I Detest people who don't cherish themselves..



WhHAT I LIVED FOR:
My Great name given by my parents is "Hang U"

And, i truly loved the name given to me...
My life revolves with my group of cliques named MAO XIAN...
Being the leader of the group...i feel proud to have these 6 other members in my group...
They are: Elaine, Pauline, Qiao Xin, Hui yee, Peggy and last but not least...Jia yan.
They are true friends that accompanied me through all my difficult times...
Life without them...Will be disaster..haha..=)

And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08

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Important Dates:
peggy02jan
Shealie06 jan
ming min09jan
how chwen11jan
qiao xin21jan
dinah27feb
Jia yi14Mar
Gavin3April
pauline09july
jia yan18july
elena10sep
Aki13sep
hui yee15oct
elaine21oct
Wen wen07aug
chi kai24aug
chi wai24aug
Pamela21sep
Hui jia2 Oct
Meng Yang29Oct
NuerJia yi17nov
Hang U24nov
hong hao17dec
Loretta21dec



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