Tuesday, May 13, 2008
" ; Tuesday, May 13, 2008 "
13 MAY 08
End of Mid-Year Examination!!
OH MY GOD!!!
cannot imagine how i had tolerated through these eight days...
it's terrible...
the aftermath would be my dark panda eyes and a ill tummy...
i am not feeling guilty towards this Mid year exam...
this is because i knew i tried my best and i have nothing to hide...
i had put in my 100% effort so no matter what the teacher says about my grades...
i can choose to ignore and heck care....
it's just a MYE...
what they expect when they just rushed through all the topics without revising with us..
by the way...
i m NOT a GENIUS!
i cannot always be the top...
so don't expect too much from me...
i am not teacher's slave...
as in when they pinned high hopes on me...
so what..?!Do i have to follow?
if so...i will be killing myself...
one day if i studied till mad...
will they even bother to take care of me the whole life?
So...i am not that dumb to be make use by them...
they want to flaunt me to other staff or claim praises...
nah...i am likely not going to pursue their dreams..
So teachers...if you think by saying stressful words and phrases can motivate me to achieve more..my answer to that is not FEASIBLE!!!
i rather you encourage me then u start nagging at me..
reprimanding me:"why u degraded?wad happen..?"
argh...whatever shit..!!
just got back my phone bill
consecutive high amount usage of outgoing...
80 plus sia...
die lah...
mama is going to give me a hard scolding when she's back...
haix...i thought i really cut down the usage...
well..i cannot say anything as there's evidence...
black and white printed on that dummy bill..
what am i going to do?
will mama just cut off my line?
oh my...
i feel so guilty...
T^T
someone please suggest what m i supposed to do?
And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08
