Just Hang U's Diary...

Thursday, July 31, 2008

" ; Thursday, July 31, 2008 "

31 July

Sick today....
you guys may be surprised that i am sick when i looked perfectly fine the past few days..
i was taken aback too...
Was having a headache on Tuesday...
probably due to the weather....
yesterday...while studying with dummy...
my head was heavy and i started to feel giddy...
after i reached home...
i was kinda hungry...
so i opened the kitchen drawers...
argh...NO food accept some biscuits...
i ended up clearing all the biscuits in the box...
drank a cup of water...and there i went...
SLEEP~

this morning...i couldn't even wake up...
was too tired, i couldn't even lift myself up...
i sat at the edge of the bed after numerous times of my maid waking me up..
i forced open my eyes...
but to see everything blurrish and my mind went blank...
No choice, i told Nathan i am not going to school...
my throat was dry and in excruciating pain...
went on to sleep after messaging some peers to inform about my absent today...

As i drop dead on my bed...
Little that i know...
my sister had already board the plane...
i didn't managed to picked up her calls as i couldn't even hear the calls...
felt so upset when i received her last msg for me...
i know she must be mad at me that i didn't even pick up her call...
haix...guilty~

-She left-
Cannot imagine my life is once more without my sis....
this entire two months with her was great...
i enjoyed every single moment with her...
living with her once more...
reminds me continuously the life in lakeside...
the time where we used to quarrel ...
the time where we used to fear fong yi...
the time when we sleep on the same bed..
talking about the guy we admire in school...
whenever i am depressed...
she will not hesitate to embrace me in her arms...
my sister is the best accompany in my life...
she never complain about my demanding character...
i just love to ordering her around helping me do stuff..
she knew at times i am just too lazy to do anything..
she will never grumble...
My sister....
is the best sister i had...
she kept every single secrets we share...
whenever i m troubled over ghuimi or friendships...
she will give me the best advice...
i really cant live without her at times...
ever since she left yesterday....
i discovered how important she is...
she gives me a sense of comfort and i always feel secure with her...
i wont panic and frightened when she's around...
she had always be with me whenever i get into trouble....

after she left...
now...
i fear of everything...
i fear one day...
i cannot face the consequences when she's not with me...
i fear ....

but i have to move on...
no matter where she is...
i will still love and miss her...
our bond shall not break no matter what comes our way....

i am happy that i didn't quarrel with her this round...
probably both of us had grown up...
perhaps....
we understand each other better after so long we had not meet...
and may be...
i don't feel lonely anymore...

sis:
don't worry..
ghuimi will take good care of me!^^
Please take care of yourself too...
i really miss u!!~
sorry about today..
was sick!...ahaha
shall see u next year...
*sob*

Saturday, July 26, 2008

" ; Saturday, July 26, 2008 "

2 AUG~
I AM DEFINITELY GOING~
SQPS PEERS....
PLEASE TAG ALONG ON NEXT SATURDAY...
IT'S ONCE IN A LIFE TIME...

I DO BELIEVE FRIENDSHIP COMES ROUND THE CORNER..

OR RATHER LOVE..~

Thursday, July 24, 2008

" ; Thursday, July 24, 2008 "

there is a long time i didnt blog or rather say i am too tired to blog..
the picture above is the day where i had a wonderful outing with Mx

dear mao xian..i am super sorry..
all the photos in my camera we took that day were corrupted..
i will find a time to retrieve them and i definitely will post them!!^^

we went to yuki n yaki at marina square...and spent our whole day there..it was really awesome..!!~
happy belated to jia yan!!~
MAO XIAN ROCKS!~~

the fat so behind was so extra...
anyway..this picture doesnt look nice..haha

THE ARRIVAL OF MAMA AND KORKOR~
welcome back from england!~
And...happy graduating with the highest honour from new castle university!

long time never look into the sky...
the weather recently was really bad...
changing frequently...T^T

went popo there celebrate korkor's graduation!~

the lovely "couples"...*tsk*tsk*

i do wonder they really loveeach other?

Feng Yun..a hong kong show...so insane...

it had been a long time since we, the cousins..the siblings, had united as one..

sadly...we left we teng teng kor kor....

we will definitely miss him!!~

every one is leaving for further studies...

i just wish that we can still be that close even if next time..

we work in different fields or even different countries..

10 of us..united as one big family..

All these memories just reminded me how time flies....

i still remember fighting with my kor over toys and food..

and now..he's graduating..and i am at the final year of secondary school..

aint that really amazing?

time is fly pass without me knowing too..

nat's family..

a failed photo..

i will get more photos from my uncle and aunties..

i forgotten to bring my cam that day..

so..

the phone cam turned out not so nice..

sorry for the lousy quality ^^

i GRADUATED!!~

chubby look of me!!;p

he's my lover~...i miss him too!~(dummy dun jealous kay?)

crazy brothers of mine...ah wai and ah kai!

they are gay if u wonder what they are doing...

that day..

i realised that my whole family is so HORNY...

everyone is talking pervertic stuff and playing around like fool...

had so much fun...

it had been a logn time since we gather together and joke around..^^

don't know why he just dun wan to take a proper picture with me..

weird ah kai...(sister)

later...he told me he didnt wan to take pics..coz he hair sucks..

then i responded as i agreed to his statement

HIS hair is like a TOTAL DISASTER

yeapy!!~

i m a uni student~

crazy nats roaming around...

funny video clip below..enjoy!~

oh..here is so call my final painting..aint it awesome?chey...

anyway..it's copyrighted!!!!!!PLEASE DO NOT SAVE FOR FUN

now...

i shall blog about something recent...

erm..

i guess everyone see me smiling everyday...

Love is in the air...

school work really stress me out...

test test test...

non stop...

everyday until five plus then go home...

hardly have time to accompany friends and love ones...

haix...

but what to do..it's olevel period..

got to get used to it..

and give in the best...

recently...

alot of things happened...

some minor..

while the rest are major..

but all piece up my life for this two months..

one word..:"chaotic"

perhaps there's no way to turn back..

so...

i guess if i have to face the music..

i will face them with courage...

i don't want to hurt my love ones..

so...

when it's the time..

i guess..i cannot lie anymore..

i will just have to face the consequences..

just hope everything is fine...

Saturday, July 12, 2008

" ; Saturday, July 12, 2008 "