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Friday, September 05, 2008
" ; Friday, September 05, 2008 "

Sometimes...
It set me off thinking...
thinking about what's all happening now is true...

Sometimes...
i wondered...
if i had done the right thing....

And at times...
i feared...
what if one day.....
you will do the same thing to me...?

By then...
Can i still love you?

Can i still trust you?

Can i stand up once more..
As strong and persevere as her?

Can i?

Do guys get over one relationship just over a week?
Why cant god just make women less-emotional?

We are being too selfish?
We ignored her feelings ?
She was going through that torturous process...
when we are having joy and fun...

i had you...

where as...
She had nothing when you just walked out...
who will be there to support her?
who was there for her?

I don't get why...
why cant...
Just feel for her?
Just empathize her?
Just give her sense of relief?

It's painful to learn about her agony...
It's confusing...
perplexed...
bewildered...

i am frightened...
what if...
just one fine day...
you decided that we don't suit anymore...
and we should put an end to all these...
what am i supposed to do?
who will be there to stand by me...?

promises made...
didn't promises to her kept her sank more into that relationship that she know little that it will end too?
didn't promises broke when you just left her because you don't want to continue anymore?
Can promises just secure everything?
Can promises just calm one's flickering heart?


Do everything just come with a price?


My heart is whelmed with questions...
Is hard for her to get over everything?
Did i just did something very wrong?
Was that a right thing to do just to get my happiness and slaughtered hers?


who's at fault?


Well, i don't know.....

* There was a time when i wondered....
how come man are made to feel and love?*


this post....
was simply...
just how i felt when i read through her blog...
and when i learnt about their story...
That's when i realized ......
how selfish we were...
how oblivious we were to others...
how people got hurt just because we got our happiness..




i hope...
i pray...
i dream...
keep our promises?
don't break them like you broke hers?
i don't wish to end up with a shattered heart?



About Me

I Came to Earth on
24 Nov 1991

I ♥ MAO XIAN™!!
•>______<•
Friendster I Love to be who i am...
I Love Lolita and gothic..
I Love to be crazy..
I Love to SHOPPIN!!♥♥
I Love take photos...♥♥♥
I Love MAO XIAN!!♥
I Detest backstabber..
I Detest anti-mao xian..
I Detest SMOKERS
I Detest people who don't cherish themselves..



WhHAT I LIVED FOR:
My Great name given by my parents is "Hang U"

And, i truly loved the name given to me...
My life revolves with my group of cliques named MAO XIAN...
Being the leader of the group...i feel proud to have these 6 other members in my group...
They are: Elaine, Pauline, Qiao Xin, Hui yee, Peggy and last but not least...Jia yan.
They are true friends that accompanied me through all my difficult times...
Life without them...Will be disaster..haha..=)

And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08

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I Love My Sisters & Family♥♥


Important Dates:
peggy02jan
Shealie06 jan
ming min09jan
how chwen11jan
qiao xin21jan
dinah27feb
Jia yi14Mar
Gavin3April
pauline09july
jia yan18july
elena10sep
Aki13sep
hui yee15oct
elaine21oct
Wen wen07aug
chi kai24aug
chi wai24aug
Pamela21sep
Hui jia2 Oct
Meng Yang29Oct
NuerJia yi17nov
Hang U24nov
hong hao17dec
Loretta21dec



History
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