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Sunday, November 09, 2008
" ; Sunday, November 09, 2008 "

Yawn*
6 days passed...
TUESDAY & WEDNESDAY will be The Secondary Fours Last papers...
Hope everyone did their best and didn't regret for not working hard for this major examination..
It's our last few papers..!
MUST JIA YOU, Okay?
ha ha...


Just these 6 days...
Dummy and i went through a lot of fights..
I guess most probably...
I was the one who didn't want to stop the fight..
And, eventually....
escalated it to another level...
Sometimes, i find myself very evil...
Didn't care about his feelings...
Seriously..i don't know what i really want and our unhappiness had obstructed almost all the time we could spend together...
Somehow...
i am just sick and tired of him...
But what to do...i love him...
Come to think about it...
throughout these six days...he had been trying very hard to please me..
other than the times when we started to fight..
haix...think i am giving him too much pain and pressure...
I am such a bad girl friend huh?


I wanted to end our relationship ..
Mainly because i promised my aunt that i will end all these after my O Level...
And, secondly...
i wanted to end because...
somehow recently...all the bad memories had overwhelmed my brain...
Sometimes...little things he did...it irritates me...
May be that's his character...
i think i also cannot do anything to change...
i felt bad that i didnt give him a chance to show me that he can change..
i felt guilty over that i contradicts myself that i wanted to know him more but i didnt gave myself a chance to do that...
haix...
Guess i had hurt him very deep...
selfish me...=)




haiya...
i really don't know what to do le...
It's like...
really...
headache...
T^T



About Me

I Came to Earth on
24 Nov 1991

I ♥ MAO XIAN™!!
•>______<•
Friendster I Love to be who i am...
I Love Lolita and gothic..
I Love to be crazy..
I Love to SHOPPIN!!♥♥
I Love take photos...♥♥♥
I Love MAO XIAN!!♥
I Detest backstabber..
I Detest anti-mao xian..
I Detest SMOKERS
I Detest people who don't cherish themselves..



WhHAT I LIVED FOR:
My Great name given by my parents is "Hang U"

And, i truly loved the name given to me...
My life revolves with my group of cliques named MAO XIAN...
Being the leader of the group...i feel proud to have these 6 other members in my group...
They are: Elaine, Pauline, Qiao Xin, Hui yee, Peggy and last but not least...Jia yan.
They are true friends that accompanied me through all my difficult times...
Life without them...Will be disaster..haha..=)

And, life without DUMMY will be equal to the worst night mare...31'May'08

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I Love My Sisters & Family♥♥


Important Dates:
peggy02jan
Shealie06 jan
ming min09jan
how chwen11jan
qiao xin21jan
dinah27feb
Jia yi14Mar
Gavin3April
pauline09july
jia yan18july
elena10sep
Aki13sep
hui yee15oct
elaine21oct
Wen wen07aug
chi kai24aug
chi wai24aug
Pamela21sep
Hui jia2 Oct
Meng Yang29Oct
NuerJia yi17nov
Hang U24nov
hong hao17dec
Loretta21dec



History
August 2006 ; September 2006 ; October 2006 ; November 2006 ; December 2006 ; January 2007 ; February 2007 ; March 2007 ; April 2007 ; May 2007 ; June 2007 ; July 2007 ; August 2007 ; September 2007 ; October 2007 ; November 2007 ; December 2007 ; January 2008 ; February 2008 ; March 2008 ; April 2008 ; May 2008 ; June 2008 ; July 2008 ; August 2008 ; September 2008 ; October 2008 ; November 2008 ; December 2008 ; January 2009 ;

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